its your responsibility to uphold the good name of others.


okay that's the emo phrase for the day, perhaps devotion made much sense to me.
devotion always make sense when they're made by students somehow.

you know what? i'll just try to follow the first sentence up there,
i'm sure everyone has said something bad about others behind their backs,
even if its just a small comment or spreading rumours, and i don't mean starting a rumour.

you've got to admit it, everyone has at least done it once.
so now i'm inspired and all again i'll be a better person.

for starters, reflection and thinking before you speak might help loads.
so lets all just try, and make the world a better place.

a world without hate, gossips, jealousy
a world of peace, love and loyalty.

that might just be the mindset of a perfectionist, i don't know, but ain't that really nice? (:



hmm, pardon my emo-ness again, but i've done much thinking these days;
i've really changed, haven't i?

that's all to get me partially depressed. and no i'm not really talking about depression, it'll take me some time before i sink into depression. something like, a series of unfortunate events. now, why am i even sidetracking?

maybe it seems like i didn't care as much as i used to, but in actual fact, i still do, or maybe even more. maybe many events and happenings, my new environment has shaped me into who i am now, maybe that's what they call the winds of change.

the sad fact is, everybody changes as time passes, and its the reality you'll have to face.
whether is a small change or a large one, its still a change, what can you do about it?

but wait, that's exactly i'm trying to do. perhaps search for who i am, or who i used to be.
combine the positive elements of my characters, new and old, and attempt to be a better person.

sensitive to others, while putting into consideration your own needs.
be careful of what you say, but not keeping too quiet
being positive in things you do, while keeping into consideration of other's failures or successes.

a significant change in me, might be quite obvious to you people out there.
come on, it was a change since the later half of last year, where many confusing, depressing events took part. it was a test of friendship. it was a test of your loyalty. it was a test of your own sense of righteousness. it was a test of how good a person you are.

this has come to a point of time where i am really confused, is this slightly more, outgoing personality me? or seriously, won't me life be better if i were more quiet and now poke into so many sticky situations? wouldn't i be a more considerate person then? but if i stayed quiet all the while, would i have known more friends outside the circle of what we term as nerds or muggers?

again, no offence to the above, or do i have the right to group people like that? okay i shall sit down and think and let myself be distracted while i attempt to complete my art or maths.






OMG IGNORE THAT CHUNK OF EMO WORDS ZZZ...

so today was like total boredom, reached school and assembled at towerhall, had some MJC, SMU, VJC talk.

jesslin came to sit with 3L yup and we were writing notes throughout. with ngikhiong being sleepy and all?

i'm inspired to work harder, and AIM FOR VJC.
i'm not going to take my midyears as a failure, i'll just have to work harder. its a must.

anyway yup i'm aiming for vjc and so are many others, and lol writing notes is interesting and nice yupyup! jesslin is emo and ngikhiong is lame yup!

okay after that was recess, the chilli killed me, zzz.

the booths were quite interesting. and don't get me wrong, i do feel bad about not doing much for the class. well, i did show my support by staying there =X


and 3L, i'll love you ^^


choir was okay, with the principals not listening to us at all.
its an experience. what more could we say? (:


i'm off, how about the photos soon.

breaking of promises- not good.


EMMA